Loneliness has officially got the better of me. I have no friends now and probably won’t ever. Not truly as the best friendships are made in your youth, it’s a known fact of life.
The best years (18-25) are over. No matter what I’m coming from behind, and I won’t be caught up. That’s what is killing me the most, not being able to go back in life and make up the lost years everyone else was able to have. I’ll be always be inferior in comparison to everybody else.